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Wednesday, January 23, 2008

On dented walls, crushed ants and spiders…

Power can be dangerous. People in power can do so much either for the good or the bad.
In situations like this, it is so easy to see who has the physical power. It is so easy to tell who will win should a match of strength occur. I guess it was pretty much like that with the unbalanced match of David and Goliath. Nobody ever thinks a small and seemingly weak opponent can grab the win. The same is true with warring nations. The idea during the time of conquerors and dynasties was to make one’s domain big and powerful. Big and mighty is powerful and if physical power is used, it seems to yield even more power.
I am speaking of physical power. The one that conquers most for himself is powerful. The one that gives the most blows and knocks out the opponent is powerful. What then is all this power of??? Is it for self-aggrandizement??? Then what???

If a bigger child wants to win against a smaller one, it could be the easiest thing on earth. If a wealthy nation wants control over a poorer nation, that too is easy. All that needs to do is violence. Physical violence by violating human rights, negating privileges and a total disregard of the individual.

Now if our goal is peace, harmony, prosperity, happiness for the greater majority and the just distribution of wealth and opportunities, significant ingredients are patience and humility.
Maybe we can say the same thing for ourselves. We might certainly swat a spider or an ant even if they do us no immediate harm. It is so easy for hospitals and other institutions to turn away the poor because they do not have the capacity to pay; no dollar power or peso power. I could go on and on and on.

Then I think of this wonderful and great mighty and powerful God who is patient and merciful.
How many times have we wronged Him??
How many times have we lifted our fists at Him when we disobey His commandments?
Yet he never wields His power on us. He does not give us what we truly deserves. If He did, we would have the same fate as the dented wall in the accounting office. We would have the same fate as the ants and spiders or even cockroaches under someone’s foot.

God’s definition of power is not conquering us and tying us down like slaves so we can be fully subservient to Him. His power is manifested in His gentle and humble love for us. By His loving us in spite of our weaknesses, He enables us to pick up ourselves from the heavy blows life gives us with renewed strength and confidence in the power of His love.

Bless us all!!!

9 comments:

sadako said...

It's good that you channeled your anger on the wall. It's normal. We often times fall yet we strive to stand up again. ayus lang yun.

You are right,manliness is not measured on their physical prowess but on how one accepts defeat and human frailties.

I always hold you in high regard. But today, you added more to it. I salute you for your honesty.

alam mo just to give you a same situation I had, me and my superior in the seminary are very close friends as in we are like twins. Lam mobana director ko sya non, postulante nya ako, nagsisigawan kami kasi matigas ang ulo ko noon. Nalalagay sa ggitna yung pagiging magkaibigan namin at yung pagiging superior nya at pagiging postulate ko. in short nawawalan ng boundary. di kami nagpapansinan ng ilang araw. o kaya nakatungo kaming dalawa whenever we pass by each other on the corridor. Minsan nga pinadadaan nya sa ibang kapatid ang assignments ko. Pero once na mawala na galit, balik uli sa dati ang samahan.

it's part of relationships.youfall short, then try again next time.

sa buhay naming mga kapuchino dati, isa sa samaan ng loob ang nagpapatibay ng pagkakaibigan kasi dun mo masusukat ang inyong samahan.

I'm back by the way. ngayon lang ako nakabalik kasi mag-ayos ako ng blog from my hiatus last december. ang dami patinagrereklamo na forbidden daw sila sa site ko. yun pala spammers are using some of my reader's IP address. Nagbloblock kasi ako ng spammer sa site ko. minsan ginagaya nila ip ng ibang madalas pumunta sa site ko (i dont know how the heck they dothat) para makapagcomment sila at di sila ma-akismet na spammer. eh yung iba nablock ko so I have to check one by one the IPadress of my readers and then unblock them. imagine 500 IP adress yung inisa isa ko sa block list ko. grabe. Youdont have any idea what I wentthroughkaya ngayon lang uli akonakapunta rito in between my new posts.

keep on smiling andcheer everyone. don't be sad hehe.

Its nice to be back here after my long hiatus.

sya alas dos na dito. Gotta go.

Pax et Bonum.

forevermonk said...

@bluepanjeet
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekkk, kapatid koooooooo---waaaaahhhhhhhhhhh--- sobrang na miss kita- kaya hayan nagwala wala na ako dito sa loob at feeling ko wala ng gumagabay at nag aadvise saken nung mawala ka sa ere---buti naman nakabalik ka na--ganun pala yun, baket kaya ganun mga spammers na yun? kaya pala hindi ako makapasok saiung blog at sinasabi lagi pag nag aaatempt akong mag coment -na forbidden daw ako ngeeekk, yun pala may nagta traydor sa likod mo-
hoyyyy ano ba? na retrive mo ba ang package na kasabay kong ni mail sa package ni JP?..... naku- sayang naman yun kung hindi mo na naclaim... so oki na pala dumaan sa bahay mo? i hope pagdaan ko mamaya ay hindi na ako nito sipain tulad ng dating ginagwa saken...
salamt sa dalaw mo ha?.... welkam bak sa ating mundo- ang mundo ng mga blagistang pinoy!.

sadako said...

naku kapatid di ko na nga alam ang gagawin ko kung bakit sa dami dami ng blog sa mundo eh yung blog ko pa ang tinitira at hinahack. wala namang hubo sa blog ko. Muka ba akong pornstar? kung alam molang ilang beses nahack ang blog ko. pa anina ata. kaya talagang naglagay ako ng maraminggwardia sinil sa paligid ng blog ko. me minura nga akona spammer eh. kalako disasagot, nareply pala hahaha. ayun, welcome to my block list LOL

pag sinipa ka sabihin mo sa akin at isisisante natin

isa pang naku! yung package di na umabot sa aking mga kamay. pinaprint ko pa picture na pinadala mo at sinugsog ko sa kapitolyo. tinarayan ako nung ale, ang kulitkodaw kasi naman araw araw ata ako napunta dun. memorya ko na nga lahat ng address ng tao sa bayan namin haha.

sabi mudra dapat daw di mo dineclare sa package na may shades kasi talaga daw pagiinteresan yun. dapat daw nilagay mo ay books kasi di daw ginagalaw ang libro. pihado daw sa manila pa lang nadekwat na yun.

okay lang sana yung shades. ang iniiyak ko eh yung Brother sun sister moon. alam moba napilitan akomanood sa youtubenung whole file nunkayalang espanyol. buti na lang nakakaintindi ako ng konting espanyol reminiscent of my seminary education kundi baka sign language gamitin ko. naintindihan ko naman yung cuchara, lameza, at calle haha.

mas maganda pa rin kasi yung english versionkasi damang dama mo yung dialogue. nung huli sinilent ko yung volume sa youtube kasi nasakit tenga ko parang mga ibon na natiririt.ayun, yung brother sun sister moon sa youtube naging silent movie haha.

pero anyhow, thanks. kahit di napaunta sa akin yun okay lang. sana lang nangangailangan yung nakadekwat.Mabulag sana yung nakakuha para magamit yung shades haha joke lang. Knock on wood.

Anonymous said...

ay ano ba yan ...katakot pala nangyari kay blue...wag naman sana mangyari sa akin ang ganun bka matruma ko at bigla umayaw ang byuti ko sa pagbabablog...

oi kafatid ..ilang beses ko ng cnsabi sau na habaan mo ang pisi mo dyan...kilalang kilala kita kung kaya alam ko na kailangan ko padin ikaw sabihan kahit na magtago ka sa abito mo at isa ka ng monghe...makinig ka saakin at kafatid mo padin ako kahit nag iba ka ng mundo....payapa na kalooban ko ng punta ka dyan kaya panatilihin mong ganun...wag ka na dagdag pa alalahanin...pede kaya ndi ka intindihin noh...

Anonymous said...

Ibig mong sabihin hindi ko na mahihiram kay bluep yung brother sun sister moon dahil nawala sa mail? huhuhuhu...sayang naman...anyway, regarding your post...napakahirap aminin ang isang kasalanan, lalo pa nga kung maeexpose ang isang kahinaan ng tao...but ironically, admitting one's weakness is the way to gain more strength...that's what you did and that makes you a great man of God...have a nice day Dom!

Anonymous said...

...paminsan minsan di ntn alam kung ano ang kinalalabasan ng ating galit.para taung bulkan... merong active meron di nman... and we are trying to control and monitor ourselves as much as we can, pero sasabog at sasabog rin tau sa ayaw at sa gusto ntn! i know di mo ginusto ang nagawa mo "hitting the wall" but like a volcano may araw rin na kelangan pumutok, para ma release mo ang nasa loob mo! u have so many worries in ur mind, i know that kuya...di mo lng nilalabas u just keep it in ur mind and heart na to the point na nasasaktan kna... at di mo na namamalayan ang epekto ng pagtatago mo ng sama ng loob.

as wat i have said! "di yan ibibigay sau lahat ng pag subok kung hndi mo kaya! kaya mo yan!"

...medyo na huli ako sa chikahan d2 ah... pro hahabol at hahabol ang vera...hihi

'ope ur okay now!

take care!

GOD BLESS U!

Skippyheart said...

ouch! kawawa naman yung dingding...he! he! pinapatawa lang kita. Hanuvayan pati ba naman dyan sa loob...hay naku...bait mo naman..siguro kung ako yung sisigawan baka masakal ko yon kahit na atakihin pa ako sa puso...he! he! hindi, of course I would have done the same thing you did...kaya lang tatahimik lang ako at hindi susuntok sa pader...masakit yon eh diba? he! he!

Btw, yung friend mo na si Ellen or should I say Ate Ellen, nag-punta sa site ko at nag-pa link...so mag-kakapuso na tayong tatlo ngayon ;) uuuy, I am also off to vegas for a few days...I will try to send you something from there ha...o sige na, ingat ka lagi coolness dom ng buhay ko!

forevermonk said...

@Bluep, ellen, kuya rino, vera, rebecca=====>>
I am so grateful for your moral support! wala akong itulak kabigin senyo, mga tunay na nagmamahal kong kaibigan---- in my solitude, I can only repay your kindness by praying for your individual needs which I am sure God knows so very well...

By accepting my fault- gumaan ang loob ko--

I just arrived from my homeopathy and psychologist rolled into one! Si doktor kathryn Keith----> i just needed some help from outside para hindi bias ang counselling sa mga nangyari....

wil be posting my town trip by and by! Bless you all my prends!.....

Anonymous said...

Kuya, tao ka pa rin naman, nakaabito nga lang. Normal lang ang reaction mo. Mabuti nga nailabas mo ang galit mo eh. Otherwise, you will bottle it up and ang heart mo naman ang mapupuntirya.

I hope you're ok now... Mukha namang ok ka na sa susunod na post mo eh. Naka-smile ka na :)

Happy weekend my dearest kuya! Mwah!

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